"You misunderstand. It is true I chose not to feel anything upon realizing my own life was ending. As Admiral Pike was dying, I joined with his consciousness and experienced what he felt at the moment of his passing. Anger. Confusion. Loneliness. Fear. I had experiences those feelings before, multiplied exponentially on the day my planet was destroyed. Such a feeling is something I choose never to experience again. Nyota, you mistake my my choice to feel as a reflection of my not caring. Well, I assure you, the truth is precisely the opposite."
-Spock, Star Trek: Into Darkness
This is what I’ve figured out.
We are ready to date when we are willing and able to take someone else’s salvation and ensure it. This person is going to be your partner in crime, if you will. You will do everything you can to make sure that person makes it to heaven.
That’s something I didn’t have in mind when I thought I wanted to date this girl. I’ve been changing my perspective a lot recently about dating. It’s definitely something deeper than people make it out to be. I think I had a very selfish, Taylor swift, the notebook idea of what dating would look like. I didn’t guard her heart.
I left because this became a stumbling block for me. I’m only getting back to try to write stuffffff.
I know none of y’all care. BUT! I’ll do what I want because it’s the internet and you’re not my mom.
Unless you are.
Anyway, don’t expect too much from this account. I won’t reblog as much. I’m probably gonna have more text posts.
You might want to unfollow. Or don’t.
I don’t mind. I’ll respect you either way.